to love and to be loved

Taxi & Cab

2011-06-11T17:51:00.013+08:00

Well hello, Assalamua'laikum...

By the way, right now i feel quite sleepy after consuming Nasi Goreng Hijau made by me yawww!! :) I really like to eat Nasi Goreng and most specially added with cili padi. Yummeh.

Back to the topic of the day; Taxi and cab. I was intended to blog this blog eagerly since i have a new bad habit, that is; Calling the cab or booking the taxi

Actually both are the same meanings. but i get to know from my previous teacher that the different is, Cab is from British accent while taxi is from American accent. And it same goes to lift & elevator, lift= aa while elevator=ba.

So back to the topic, about my bad habit who really loves to book taxi when it comes in a peak periods. i meant, timing like 10 am, 9pm, 10pm, @ Vivo City (even in peak hours) and also weekends!

Eventually my husband will asked me, r u bear to queue up for the sake of $2.50 (booking charge)? Nay, of course not! So here comes my bad habit...too bad i say, the influence came from my husband, BAHA!

One more thing is about my taxi booking name's of the person. I dont know how come my name can be Miss Min Min, maybe becoz of the operator's error. The thing is, every time the booked taxi comes to the place meant, they thought the person was Chinese becoz of my name; Min Min. So sometimes, some of the taxis will feel hesitate to come to me whenever i hail to them. But i think, i want to remain this name as to make the taxi driver will fetch me at the place that i want to.

taxi taxi taxi.. which are the most my favourite one?

All are the same for me.

BUT! i will hail this one if I dont have any cash; --------->

And normally i will go for this for my convenience space;

And sometimes, i get these;

And even this london taxi 7 seater even though i was all alone on that time!

Last but not least, my wish hasnt been fulfilled coz i have not get the chance to get this premium luxury taxi! And the fare starts at $5++ bux! Duuuhhh

sunny day

2011-06-08T23:11:00.003+08:00

Well hello, Assalamua'laikum! May peace be upon you!

Today was such a great day with my colleagues. we gathered at Changi Beach from 9 am - 5 pm. *like 8 working hours, duh!*

we chit-chatted, played games, cam-whored, rode bicycle, laughed, smiled, giggled, lied down, jumped, ate, drank, splashed into the sea, watched aeroplanessss, sun bathed, blew the balloons, blew the bubbles, went to the toilet and mmm!

some snapshots for the remembrance;

ok, my pictures might be boring. im so lazy too upload more of it.

i think, till here then. Need to commit my time to plat scrabble with my husband and sister.

good night ya all.... xoxo

hibernated for 2 years

2011-06-07T23:11:00.003+08:00

well hello, Assalamua'laikum!

Im back after been shutting up for 2 years. woah, i guess, time really flies fast!

After all, im already get hitched with a title; married! i cant believe it! and it still newly wed i guess so, -__- *8 months with married title*

here just a memorable moment pic that my life changes upon entering the new life with my beloved husband; Muhammad Nasreed.

Well its really tough to segregate time with my work task and a responsibility as a wife. but thank god that it still running smoothly with the help from others.

till here then, and i cant wait to blog more upcoming stories! *for e sake of my children in the future insya Allah :)

good night, xoxo.

syeik Redha in memory

2009-07-19T18:53:00.004+08:00

Al-Fatihah to my teacher/muallim/guru ;

Syeikh Redha has gone to meet Him...

He will be always in my heart...

I still remember, the day that i last went to his house to finish my recitation (khatam al-Quran). That day, my frens n i read the last juzu' with a sorrow sorrounding. After we managed to finish last juzu', syeikh started to recite his Dua'.. On that particular time, my tears dropped heavily and easily. what made me felt touched that he made a Dua for his students and mentioned the name one by one... Masya Allah... what a great muallim he was... :(

Syeikh adalah insan yang paling agung di mataku. Hidupnya sederhana. Rumahnya menyedihkan ku. Tetapi beliau adalah manusia yang paling kaya dengan ilmu al-Quran dengan berbagai-bagai qiraat... Syurga adalah tempatnya.. He really deserves it!

ps; aku rindu mesir... :(

2009-07-06T13:03:00.002+08:00

4th & 5th July...

all my form students from K3BS, 5AS, 5DS, M4Am & M4Cm made my days (sat & sun)!
those classes become happening n gerek!!
shayang dorang!

Happy 7th bdae to Dini Nadhira and 3rd bdae to Md Qhaisan

2009-06-30T23:48:00.006+08:00

Birthday Gal, Dini

Birthday Boy, Qhaisan

We had our dinner at Popeye T1 as it was chosen due to birthday boy's favourite portion.
Then, we headed to swensens T2 to have desserts there...muaks sey!

ps; i know qhaisan hates me, but i totally cannot accept his answer when i questioned him, "adik suka cik mimin ke kucing?" he said spontaneously,"kucing......"
KUAJAQQQ!!

2009-06-14T00:14:00.003+08:00

cousins and sisters,
2009 is the memorable moment fer us,
as two from us had been attached with someone.
did u guys still remember when were kids,
we kept asking who will be e first person among us that get hitched?
and all of us assumed and predicted it was Yani.
But it seems Ida & Ina had move on to engagement's life.
and year 2009 still not over yet.
it left 6 months to go.
who knows maybe we will prepare a rombongan fer ayi to propose someone,
or who knows maybe Yani been proposed by someone??
and me?
i juz planned, and let Allah decides...
I believe in Allah's fate,
coz He knows better :)

2009-06-11T00:33:00.004+08:00

Sunday 7th June;

attended Zulbaidahs wedd day.

(got an opportunity to meet the azhariyyat)
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evening out w/ sisters,nephews & niece

2009-06-10T23:36:00.005+08:00

Fri 5th June-

supper wit Ida & Ayi at kfc dte,
had a slow talk wit 'em,
learnt to be a good muslimah from their views,
its true that nobodys perfect,
thanx ayi n ida,
even tho i was the most been criticized,
but honestly i dnt mind,
coz criticism delivers development rather than praise.
saturday 6th June;

off to Malacca for wedd invitation,
its abg idi's day!
but didnt manage to snap his pic. wad e...
bt 4 sure we managed to take our pics!
here goes e pics yanieeee
(tk fair sey ini gmbr aku tk der!! korg memanggg!!hmph!!)

(cousin, kak syamil)

2009-06-05T07:42:00.005+08:00

4th June- Introduction to Kids ALive

Dad sent me and azreen off to SIH.
It was uunexpected that this Introduction was quite bored compared to the other day.
i dont like the way the trainer segregate our places from the colleagues we have known.
No much comment to be elaborated. Boring~~

But naturally we made ourselves happy by taking those shots...

report duty

2009-06-03T21:46:00.008+08:00

i was extremely exhausted since i was overslept til 8.30 am, whereby i supposed to reach office at 9.00am! without wasting my time, i had a shower and went off to work and took e cab. The Meeting between asatizah started at 10.30 am, and i occupied the xtra time with printing the minit meeting and did some paperworks.
The meeting dragged till 1.30 pm and i could see all those stoink faces. Argh, absolutely, there will be more work to do for the upcoming programme/event/exam and etc!
watever it is, i dont want to burden my mind to think all those thingies first, but what i need to focus on are; the unfinished class deco & the preparation for the June Holiday Prog Kids ALive.

btw, thanx to kak fir for the creative doing which was related to her self-reflect's title; حسن الظن
(Good expectation). Her objective is to prevent us from having a bad expectation to each other, thus making us to think what are the good attitude to that particular person.
so, here are the results;

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Girlfriends' outing

meeting with alive trainer

2009-06-02T23:20:00.002+08:00

the alive trainers from al-Istighfar mosque came down to my workplace to discuss pertaining the holiday programme which will held on the 22nd of June.
after performed zuhur prayer, the trainers (one of em is my childhood fren,Zanaria) arrived and the five of us (me, kak su, kak nisaa, q & aida) have to discuss according to the appropriate trainer. i get to pair-up with sis Rozana for Kids aLive and we discussed summarily as time not permitted us to do so. Alhamdulillah after went through "the Teacher's Guide Book" for Kids aLive, its 100% taken from the term 1's syllabus. the only things we have to struggle up are; the preparation and the class decoration.

Ps: make a preparation and finish those things by this FRIDAY! ok, i know it is totally insufficient!

Introduction to Teens ALive & Working with Youths

2009-06-01T23:38:00.005+08:00

I attended the aLive content training which was held at Singapore Islamic Hub / MUIS. Fortunately, my dad was willing to send me off. I was e first person to reach there, followed by Ustz Karmilah. Only the five of us from En-naeem (me, ustzh Karmilah, Aida, Q & Ust Feirul) were sent to this content Training for Introduction to Teens ALive.

Basically this training was subjected to teenangers (age from 13-16). Generally it focused about the teen's Identity, environment and approaches. How we want to deal with those teens that grow from a diff background and etc.

the first task been given to each group to identify some of the teens' group nowadays. my group managed to complete about the GOTHIC's group and listed the appropriate background, characteristic and all other things that related to the Gothic.

The next task was mentioned about the teens' needs. at the end of this task, we've get to identify that the teenagers need all these 4 in this list;

Intimacy - love
Identity
social group
spiritual

The next level is to recognize the teenager's environment. The Ustaz did mentioned when the child's age is between 1 yr old to 7 yrs old, we need to play with them. By the age of 7 to 12 yrs old, this are period of teaching them. By the age of teenagers, we need to be friend with them. So this are the objective of the content training how we want to approach those teenagers.

theres alot of things to spread out, but as a conclusion, i do really enjoy with this training even though the period was extremely long; 7 hrs plus! ive learnt a lot of new things, got an opportunity to meet syifaa, nad, yana, ziza, kak rai and new peers :)
ps; next content training ( introduction to KIDS aLive) on the 4th June! i really cant waiiittttt!

2009-06-01T23:19:00.005+08:00

31st May- Attending Nadhirah Rauzani Wedding Day

(aeminas, didi the bride & dalila)

Congrats Didi... luv ya! u look gorgeous babe!

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Evening - Sisters & Cousins Gathering

(yanie, i know its a bit weirdo that ive put these pics, but i have no other choice..haha! ive told ya to do a vogue look, but that is ur result. haha)

2009-06-01T22:09:00.006+08:00

29th May-

9am-12noon- Teacher's profiling skill at MUIS

2.00 pm - 10.30pm - Preparation for Parents Teacher Meet/Conference

30th May- PTM for Kids Alive, Pri 5AS & Pri 5Ds

31st May- PTM for Sec 4AM & Sec 4CM

(before ptm on sunday, coincidently we were wearing the same color)

(after PTM)

Alhamdulillah PTM was over, and i was so incredibly exhalable!It was a gainful and beneficial experience after been through the obstacles and pressure moments of completing those remarks and portfolios!
Dealing with those parents who generally come from the different backgrounds, opinions, views, characteristic and all so on are hard to be managed. Syukr lillah, i didnt face such a fastidious or fussy parents due to their children's progress. Instead, they were giving a positive comments and feedbacks.

In addition, it was a memorable that ive managed to complete the ALive's portfolio for 24 students on my own. (compared to other mosque, the asatizah were dealing the portfolio in pairs). So here goes the congratulation to Kak Firdayu, for dealing the kids aLive's portfolio for 48 students!!!

And last but not least, thanx to Teacher Sanifah for treating us Mcdonalds... :)

2009-05-27T13:21:00.004+08:00

Dear pendant;

ive tried my very best to be the best for ur son,
ive tried my very best to value his heart,
ive tried my very best to treasure him,
ive tried my very best.

Dear pendant;

i've been listened to ur advice,
not to feel give up when theres a hard time within us,

Dear pendant;

I have a feeling that need to be considered,
Forgive me if my patience bounds from the limit...

dinner with M2DM

2009-05-25T22:32:00.003+08:00

Finally i feel extremely exhilarated after ive fullfilled my treat to M2DM students.
Its all started since i asked their favours to give the very best of responds during
my -teaching observation day- in their class.
Its a beneficial and advantageous to choose their class anyways!
Thanx for being such a responsive students!
luv u all~~

vintage dress

2009-05-20T17:38:00.004+08:00

isnt it cool these vintage dresses? azreen and i are planning to do the vintage dress. its all from her idea. ive planned to choose the redblack cloth while azreen tend to choose the pinkblack cloth. but too bad, we need to replace the "cool" hat instead of our scarves :)

June's activities

2009-05-20T16:08:00.006+08:00

1st to 12th June- AL.I.V.E Content Training by Muis

6th June- Abg Fajrul Idi's wedding day at Malacca
6th June- Faizah's (Pae) wedding day at Selangor

7th June- Siti Zulbaidah's wedding day at Seranggoon

12th June- Deadline for class deco

13th to 21st June- MY HOLIDAY!

22nd to 26th June- aL.i.v.e Holiday Programme

22 & 23 - Teens aLive (Pair up with al-Istighfar Asatizah)
22 - 26 -
*Kids aLive 1 - 3
*Kids aLive 4 (pair up with al-Istighfar Asatizah)
*Tweens aLive 2 (pair up with al-Istighfar Asatizah)

23rd June- Education meeting

ps; phew, what a month!

cousins outing

2009-05-20T15:28:00.004+08:00

Airport T2 on 12th may...

Ayi and Yani...
Thanks for the day!
ive been looking for this moments .
but too bad Ida n Ina were not around.
im looking forward to the next outing!

specially dedicated to dearest cousins;

khairi.
Thanx 4 the help! i owe u so much dude!
to kharyani,
hope our Yoga plan will be going on smoothly!

2009-05-20T14:09:00.001+08:00

hey world, im back. its been a month im not updating those days due to some of the reasons. Well exactly it happened to be a packed scheduled of mine. but generally its something to do with a new me. whatever it is, dont look to the past with regretfulness, but look around us with awareness.

im happy with what i am today.

but sometimes, sorrow hits me. sometimes, pressure hits me. owh what a LIFE.

im happy with my working life that fulled with experience & knowledge and circulated by those happening colleagues.

The end of may will come. how i wish i coud delay the time or make it slow from day to day. how i wish everything that ive wished will be accomplished! owh what a life...

how im gonna fill my work days without the existence of kak Rahmah?
the person that i used to bother, disturb, annoy, irritate and etc! n i dont believe that sometimes id burst into tears juz bcoz when my mind suddenly keep remembering the end of May. owh what a life.

my Dua' to her;
"May Allah protect wherever u go, grant u His Maghfirah, blessing and guidance, widen ur livelihood, lighten ur burden, ease ur life, and lead ur family to a happy life! Amiin."
Kak Rahmah... what a bond we have! :(

first trial

2009-04-20T23:12:00.002+08:00

im enjoying my driving lesson,
even though im extremely agitated!

next lesson; 4th may at 2000 hours.

Final theory test

2009-04-15T15:47:00.002+08:00

Result: Passed

*relieved*

"Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up" -Thomson Edison-

GF's outing

2009-04-07T01:01:00.005+08:00

Venue: Vivo
Lunch: Coffee Bean
Dinner: LJS
Movie: The Shinjuku Incident
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Had a great day with Dya!
its been a long time since last we met on Nov last year.
so theres a lot of stories we'd bubbled out.
with her sarcsm words,
makes me conscious,
and her words practically does make sense.
ive been titled from her "born to be selenger",
but i really dont mind,
coz maybe thats what i am.
selenger...

Anyhow, spending time with u in a half of a day was not enuf to me. Hope to see u again on some other day. Haiz.. im really missing those moments with u and zara in Alex!
Advice of the day from Dya;
~~Fikir dulu sebelum bertindak~~

pressure

2009-04-06T11:32:00.002+08:00

im not sure wether this profession suits me or in a opposite way,
sometimes i feel like im not deserved to be in this profession,
nor this position,
But i do still continue and just proceed this career,
just for my both parents' sake.
Im still searching my real own and actual identity.
Frankly speaking, i do really enjoy my Saturdays,
Especially when meet up with class 5as and 5ds.
They brighten my life.really!
and i dont even feel exhausting even though ive started working from 7.30am to 6.00pm.
bcoz i do really enjoy teaching them.

but when it comes to Fridays,
ill be a bit Stressful,
not a bit! actually ill become the most ever stressful and tensional person!
it happened when i have to give tuition to Madrasah Aljunied's students
from Pri6, Sec1 and Sec4!
Of coz it pressurizes me bcoz its not from my willingness.
Furthermore, their syllabuses are heck standard!
But whatever it is,
i must accept this as a challenge,
thus may enhance my ability and capabilty
in improving Arab and its grammar (Nahu).

Only to Allah i seek Hope,
Only to Allah i seek Guidance.

2009-04-06T11:05:00.002+08:00

kak Rad's solemnization nite
Date: 3rd April
Venue: Yishun

Off to kak Rads place rite aft i performed maghrib prayer in office. hailed cab and fetched feeza at tamp, then proceed to yishun. once arrived there, the bride and bridegroom havent reached at the voideck since they duly performed the solemnization in Mosque. Aft waiting for half an hour approximately, Kak Rad arrived! btw i rushed into time due to long journey. But Fortunately, dad willing to fetch me after he finished his Hadith class with mum and bibik.

sisterhood

2009-03-31T06:50:00.006+08:00

The place where i should go when there are something stuck in my mind,
Even though we'd only managed to spend our time a few minutes,
but it gives me a full satisfaction and recognition that reflects on myself.
I may not be strong, but i do believe that whatever difficulties come to me, its a test from Allah.

Oh Allah, give me the strength to face all those obstacles,
grant me ur Rahmah,
bestow me ur Guidance and Mercy,
and i seek ur Maghfirah.

Terima Kasih Tuhan - Mawaddah

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Gift from cousins.
Korg, dah basi la sey my bdae!
btw thanx a bunch, really appreciate it.

sudden gift

2009-03-29T23:14:00.002+08:00

a gift from kak Sulastri...
"Nanti kids alive bnyk keje, kena buat port folio semua, so make use of this thing"
so sweet of u kakak!
ily...muacks

2009-03-29T22:12:00.007+08:00

26th March 2009
Thursday
0834 hours

Last moment with Bibik Nani

Goodbye Bibik... im missing u so much! :(
Bibik baru tk best!

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26th March 2009
Thursday
New Desk

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26th March 2009
Thursday
Dinner with Kak Raihanah

Venue: Swensens
Meal: Fish & Chip and Baked Mussels

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27th March 2009
Friday
Wedding Invitation

Aishah the bride

Long-Lost-FriendsPS: Too bad that i cant attend on her big day on Saturday due to my working hours, but i feel satisfied got the oppurtunity to visit her on Friday nite. May this marriage brings her till eternity. Im so happy for u my dear Butch... :)

my shayang nephew

2009-03-23T13:24:00.002+08:00

its been for ages since last i met danish.
when we met yesterday, he seemed to be shameful
or maybe he looks stunned to see his jembu aunt.haha
mak kau, budak ni kejap sey dah besar!!
ily danish....

dress of the day

2009-03-22T00:43:00.003+08:00

The combination colours of BLACK and RED.
it symbolizes elegance and braveness,
in other words, confidence.
yeah, giving me an idea
to enhance my requirements to the tailor.

ps1: kak rai..bile nk teman jumpa nyonyaaaa.... kain dah bnyk nieee...
ps2: im wondering wad the heck happened to my sister. she dont even bothered what id said to her. and she looked so depressed. Ida... i know dat im not deserved to noe ur probs, but what a sisters for?? ily...

2009-03-21T11:12:00.003+08:00

ENAM TAHUN SELEPAS SERANGAN KE ATAS IRAQ

BAGHDAD: Penduduk kaum Sunni di kejiranan Mansur, Baghdad, masih ingat apa yang berlaku enam tahun lalu ketika Amerika Syarikat melancarkan serangan yang menggulingkan Presiden Saddam Hussein.

Tetapi tanggapan mereka tidak serupa. Bagi sesetengah penduduk, ia satu kenangan pahit yang menamatkan pemerintahan kaum minoriti Sunni.

Ada yang berpendapat hidup mereka kini lebih baik. Tetapi bagi sebahagian besar rakyat Iraq, serangan itu mengubah segala-galanya.

Bagi Cik Muna Umm Maiss, 42 tahun, apa yang berlaku pada 20 Mac 2003 tidak dapat dilupakan. Hari itu, bagi beliau, paling muram.

'Ia memori paling buruk dalam hidup saya. Ketika itu saya berada di rumah bersama suami saya, seorang jurutera tentera, dan anak-anak kami. Pada hari itu, tidak ada sebarang rancangan di televisyen atau radio. Jadi, kami tahu apa yang akan berlaku,' kata beliau kepada AFP.

Buat beberapa hari seterusnya, keluarga mereka tidak keluar rumah.

'Pengeboman berterusan. Dua anak saya cedera terkena serpihan kaca. Ramai penduduk berpindah ke daerah lain.

'Lebih separuh rumah kami musnah. Tidak lama kemudian, anak perempuan saya dan suaminya berhijrah ke Malaysia. Adakah anda menjangka saya berpendapat serangan enam tahun lalu itu satu perkara yang baik?' tanya beliau.

Seperti di wilayah lain, kejiranan Mansur melalui saat-saat getir selepas Presiden Saddam disingkir. Ini termasuk pemberontakan kaum Sunni terhadap pendudukan tentera Amerika disusuli pengambilalihan kuasa oleh kaum Syiah dan serangan balas dendam yang berterusan antara pengikut Sunni dengan Syiah.

- AFP.

I've just read through this article from newpaper. suddenly it reminds me of my lecturer, Ustazah Wafa'. Shes an Iraqi. im so pleased and proud of her. She came from Iraq to Egypt with her family just to escape from those bullshits. And Alhamdulillah they survived there. She is very well-behaved person that fulled with etiquettes. she treated me like her own sister. we often shared our stories during the lesson's period, and sometimes, we'd burst into tears together.
Aft i had completed my studies, we rarely see each other. Untill one day, she called me telling that she had to go back to her country because of some reasons. At that time i was in Cairo and only Allah knows how my heart feels. i didnt have any chance to meet her bcoz of the long journey. But then Ustzh Wafa' told me not to be sad, since she said i can drop her by at Cairo Airport when the time has come.
But it all went wrong because of my shity attitude! During her departure's day, (i dnt knw it was her dept day), she rang me but i ignored her call bcoz i was asleep. and that was her last call forever and ever... and now, i miss her so damn much, i miss her kids and longing her warmth and advices...
May Allah grant health and safety to Ustzah Wafa' and her Family in Iraq.. i miss u Ustzh..

i miss Gorgeous Abudi...

i miss mischievous Baraah...

i miss pretty Ustzh Wafa'...

PS: what a bored Saturday... i wanna go outtttt!!

2009-03-20T21:23:00.002+08:00

pic taken during haflah which was held on end of january. basi la sey gmbr. but anyhow i still like this picture which i juz received from my sec 3BM student, feeqa.. thanx 4 editing e pic babe :)
~~~the day i knew my students well~~~ thanx fer e memories...

Invitation

2009-03-20T19:06:00.005+08:00

1) Wedding Invitation from Aishah Moktar
Date: 28th March 2009
Venue: Bedok Reservoir

2) Engagement invitation From Fidzah Arshad
Date: 28th March 2009
Venue: Tampines

(officially from sms)

3) Wedding Invitation from Kak Rad
Date: 4th April 2009
Venue: Yishun

im just wondering how am i going to attend both invitations on this 28th as ill be finish my work after 6 pm??? Kinda rushing isnt it... *take note to browse for the bride's gift*

ps: ive juz received a msg from principal, telling me that new tables are installed! *yeayy* no more sharing~~ hahax :P

2009-03-18T00:05:00.003+08:00

im having my school term holiday starting from tomorrow till next wed!

1 week la sey... the course has been cancelled.
im envy of Q! shes going to China this Friday!!
Me? Maybe im just doing my own stuff, doing the 2 weeks of lesson plan, searching, browsing, contemplating and evaluating any resource to add up into the subjects.
By this thurs, i have to submit the lesson plan to principal.
haiz! the most annoying thing to do! Duh~~

ps: Credits to maryam for the workshop "Developing And Maintaining Productive Classrooms". Ive learnt alot!

2009-03-12T19:06:00.002+08:00

i need some more space to make my mind rest in peace.
i need a long holiday without all those job-chores.
i need my girlfriends to put on their ears to me.
i need you.
i need you.
i need you.

"Oh Allah, Forgive us our sins and remit from us our evil deeds, and make us die in the state of righteouness along with al-Abrar"

ps: dad, may i go Terengganu? or shldnt i seek any permission as i know the answer and in addition, there will be no holiday for this school term as i have to attend the course! Pheww~~

FTT OH FTT

2009-03-11T00:56:00.003+08:00

It is my fourth time I took the final theory test. Again, I failed just as I was predicted the moment I wanted to go to the CDC. Even though I had a lump of confidence while doing the test, but still, the result really disappointed me.

Sometimes, confidence does not help someone to conclude his or her solutions. In this term of mine, I think I was too overconfidence with my answers and at last turned out to be failure. It is not an offence for someone to have self-confidence in his or her selves. However, once the self-confidence itself has conquered to their lives, arrogance will stay in you. Since now and then, I do admit that I always have this term of this –overconfidence- and automatically, I will become arrogant not only to myself but to others. I did not blame myself if something wrong happened, because I am too overconfident that it is not my fault. Nevertheless, the term of “Learn from mistake” and “all people are not perfect” makes me realize that people always make mistakes. Recently, I do realize that everyday I always make mistakes directly or indirectly to people whom I love most. I always blame them instead of blaming myself. I always bring up the past just to show them that I am not fault. I always say that I am not a revengeful person, yet that is what I am.

In addition, these are the some of my reflections and considerations.

2009-02-12T19:02:00.004+08:00

10th February,

Happy 24th birthday to myself :)

Thousands appreciation for all the wishes

through sms;
Irma, Yanie, Syifaa, Sahara, Azreen, Fadhil, Syura, Ayi, Kak Ning, Nadhirah, Ina, Dya, Rashidah, Dya, Dijah, Puti &Tifah,

through call;
Nasreed, Kak Nani, Kak Nong, Abg Dnnor, Fizah Ismail,

and millions gratitude for the gifts and surprise to....
Daddy, Nasreed, Nasreed's parents, Ida, Man, Kak Raihanah, Kak Nisaa' and Cintaku Masturah

i love u all from the bottom of my heart,
muacks!

2009-02-04T20:35:00.004+08:00

The most hilarious and touching movie i ever watched!
makes me remind of all my girlfriends,
Zara, Dya, Wanie, Syura & Noha...
*thumbs up*

2009-02-03T18:03:00.004+08:00

My students make my life miserable....

i want to be a student again!!
i miss all my lecturers.
i miss my schoolmates.
i miss al-Sagoff, Kusza, al-Azhar & Qortoba...

(moment with ust abd aziz in KUSZA)

(moment with dakwah students in conference room)

(classroom at al-Azhar univertsity)

(graduation day 08)

oh gowd!! how i wish i could roll back the clock and erase all the sadness :(

2009-01-26T10:53:00.003+08:00

Supposedly...
today is my memorable day...
but it went crashed unplanned...
i didnt blame neither myself nor him...
ITS ALLAH'S WILL.
maybe theres a HIKMAH behind all these...
Thousands appreciation to his mum,
for giving me the hopes back,
for encouraging me,
and not forgotten to my dearest sister,
kak Ning,
for being there for me,
for being supportive and understandable,
to ur "immature" sister... :(

2009-01-24T23:50:00.002+08:00

To My Cutest chubby bambam
Sarah Umairah;
Happy 25th belated b'day!!!
Now i know that ur bdae falls on 18th :P

May u succeed in ur exams,
i know that ure strong enough to face all those obstacles.
Just believe in yourself that u can make it!!

i miss ur mee bandung~~~
last but not least; dont waste ur money to an irresponsible way!
"such as baju monyet!" haha ;p

2009-01-20T17:43:00.003+08:00

Happy 25th Birthday my cayang;

Nur Hidayah Abdullah
i miss ur laughter,
i miss ur sarcastic words,
i miss ur selengs,
i miss ur motivational responds,
i miss ur bedtime stories,
i miss those crap things we done together,
i miss those moments;
with mok mok,
with badar?haha
with dina,
with ustazah Wafa',
with Baraah,
n last but not least,
our last trip together in SQ...

i miss everything about u! :(

2009-01-05T07:52:00.003+08:00

CONGRATULATION TO MY YOUNGER SISTER;
Nur Hidayah Bte Sapian
on her engagement day,
3rd January 2009

Im happy for you!
sorry i was not there during the moment.
and sorry if i showed no mood dat day.
its all because of my tiring and stressful job.

May Allah ease ur way,
May Allah bless both u and Umais,
May u succeed in ur nursing course,
let make dad proud of having us!

2008-12-28T13:12:00.003+08:00

i've started to enter a new life with a new environment, new surrounding, new colleagues, new students, which all these brings a new impact for me. this is what i called a career which ive taken it as my new expererience that i can learnt from. and in other way, makes me become a better person which always make mistakes. i still remebered what Teacher Sanifah said; "we as asatizah, are not perfectionist."
so, this is my way, my path that i chose, that i have made both my parents happy to fulfill their desires. and for their sake, i hope this career will produce fertilizable in my heart forever... Ameen.

ps: I HOPE ALL MY WISHES WILL COME TRUE. "OH ALLAH, GIVE US UR GUIDANCE, UR REDHA, UR RAHMAH.. ONLY YOU THAT I SEEK FOR..." :(

Hope everything will go on smoothly this new month of islam..... salam muharam to all...

2008-12-21T16:58:00.004+08:00

yesterday, i had an extremely wonderful day with my long-lost al-Sagoff friends; Sarah, Farah and Rashidah. although our group was not completed by Zarah(away in egypt) and tifa's (away to honeymoon) presence, but still it was an enjoyable moment for me. started from chilling-out at starbucks, then we proceeded to Lau Pa Sat to have our dinner. at last dapat mkn sate babat!! smpai naik syeikh aku mkn!PS; waiting for our next gathering :)

2008-12-19T02:22:00.005+08:00

i miss sakura's dishes after been so disappointed towards one of the stalls at Haig Rd coffee shop, for the both service and foods.

SAKURA anyone???PS: moment where our tummies feel like to bloat!

2008-12-19T01:57:00.002+08:00

i bumped into abg Lan while talking with nasreed under the shelter along the way to bustop. at last got to meet him by chance. dont get me wrong tat i mentioned "at last". i dont know why my mouth automatically opened and burst suddenly saying "eh abg Lan!!". and he greet me simultaneously. then once again, i bumped into him again at One Stop Minimart. This time, danish was with him. "sungguh pekerti budinya bila bersama dgn ayahnya"duhhh!~~~
i sms'd kak ning telling her bout this. she totally disagree that i had a "talk" with him. if dad n abg hafid know bout this, 4 sure they didnt like it.. im sorry kak ning, didnt mean to hurt u. its all spontaneously come through from my mouth. tk ada niat nk bermesra dgn dia...

2008-12-17T13:04:00.003+08:00

a souvenir from swiss given from kak ning and abg hafid. btw, its abg hafid's choice. thank u so much! its something that makes me become more thrifty and not being a spendthrift. moreover its a "can" fund and hermetically sealed. unlike my previous fund that easily can be opened. duit pon dah byk terbang ~~~~
anyways, i like the phrase that stated at my wedding planning fund at the back side; Weddings need a lot of planning and everything is so expensive, so save here for:
-a dream dress
-lovely flowers
-a glamorous car
-photographer
-beautiful invitations
-a romantic venue
-suit hire
-wedding cake
-bridesmaid gift
-party favours
-live music
-decorations and etc....

ps; mimin...u have no excuse to waste ur money to an irresponsible way!

2008-12-03T14:37:00.004+08:00

first and foremost, i would like to share with you guys that my sister's solemnization and wedding day (30th nov) went on smoothly... alhamdulillah.. even though we were lack of manpower to wash the plates and cups, but thankfully there were all my nephews who were willing to dirt themselves by washing the plates and fyi, their ages are between 7 years old to 9 years old!!

and the next day (1st dec), i took the final theory test and as i predicted, i failed the test! :(
and the upcoming test will be on the 8th january 2009... i wont give-up!

and for yesterday, i celebrated nasreed's birthday at Delifrance Jurong Point... Thanx to Yummyumkins.blogspot for the gorgeous black and white cupcakes! and happy 25th bdae to nasreed...may our dreams come true , and sorry for the harsh prank and surprise.... :P more photos at www.aeminas.multiply.com

2008-11-28T02:06:00.003+08:00

Miss sera... my long lost fren..
its been 5 years since we last met.
Finally, today we gathered again!
the friendship's knot ties forever,
even it took several years we separated,
but the friendship that we build attach till our last breath.
thats what we called FRIENDS...

WELCOME BACK TO SINGAPORE!
dont miss Australia anymore k? :P

2008-11-25T23:43:00.003+08:00

when look upon into this picture, i burst out laughing.
kekek la... created by my nephew, Danish.
he drew me wearing the songkok instead of tudung! mrepek la budak tuuu..
and he misspelt Nasreed's name, and turn out become Naser..
hahaha naser mana plak...
but credits to Danish 4 drawing Uncle Nasreed's in spectacles :)

Anyways, im looking forward for my sister's wedding day which falls on this SUNDAY!! Oh Allah, hope everything go on smoothly... Even though she juz preparing a mini wedding for her 2nd marriage, but i really hope so that the event will be a memorable moment in her life..

picture taken on sunday, the day which people tot i was her dotter..hahar! :P

2008-11-19T15:17:00.002+08:00

Shitty! Things are just going more worst than ive never expected. I dont even expected things to be like this. In the name of Allah, i still and always LOVE, APPRECIATE, TREASURE, and DO CARE of my one and only aunt. I really shocked this afternoon when cik called me telling what had happened yesterday... the first words she just mentioned to me, asking me for an apology if her son or dotter's blog makes me feel hurt. i asked her for further explanation, and she told me everything. Then both of us burst into tears until our cries went deeper. "Cik...walaupun cik adik angkat bapak, min tak pernah anggap cik macam tu.." Why adoption thingy must relate to this matter? i really really dont know what the hell had happened! seriously! i dont want to elaborate more, afraid my words might hurts anybody's feelings. i tried to be in your guys' shoes and i know if i were u guys, i will act the same reactions as what u guys had shown, but most importantly, i dont burst things out without i know what the real and exact problem is. Honestly, i dont even know this matter (ida's engagement) until cik told me the exact date thus makes me outrageously suprised! moreover, before you guys threw your wild assumptions to us, think before saying and acting. Dont let the MISUNDERSTANDINGS lie in this state which all of us actually misunderstand to each other...

PS: i love u cik... :(

2008-11-10T15:36:00.006+08:00

trip to Sentosa, 8th nov

supposedly that day i have to relieve at al-Amin Edu Ctr for 2 sessions but due to my health, i called musyrifah in a last minute time that i cant make it. pity musyrifah has to seek someone to replace me. i then decided to go to private clinic nearby and because it was a weekend, so it seemed i have to wait longer time than b4. aft waiting for almost an hour, at last i went in and told the doc that ive been into this situation since last week, and have been to clinic twice! the doc then decidied that i have to take my blood test at poly clinic nearby. i went there directly and had my blood test at the laboratory which costed $21.40. aft waiting about 15-20 mins, my name was being called and the doc gave me the rsult slip. (i dnt even glance at the rslt slip bukan sbb takut, tp tk fhm,haha)Then i went back to the clinic again, and waited my name to be called out.Alhamdulillah my blood doesnt have any effection with Dengue. and still the doc gave me the same medicines costed $26. till now i dont know what had happened to me. why do i have to go to clinic 3 times to get a fully recovery. whatever it is, i thank to Allah for giving me back the health...

after that, headed to mrt station and met nasreed there. we dropped by at bugis to meet kak nong for a while to pass "something" on. then we unplanned off to harbour front and had our lunch there before we proceeded to Sentosa...

upon reached there, we took the map for our guidance. first destinantion, we took sky ride ($6 per person) and it was incredibly superb with our legs danggled. betul2 punya amek fresh air since bpk ckp, amek angin luar instead of sitting inside my stuffy room!

we then went to these lists;

-Cine Blast ($16 per head) = not worth it at all!
-Underwaterworld ($22.90 per head) = not worth it if we didnt bring any high quality cameras. since i used my camera phone, so these were the results;

Nasrees was touching the stingray.

the yellow worms attracted me! mcm fake!

the spider-crab!

after went on browsing at the oceanarium that fulled of kiasu ppl (slh timing sey pergi), we rested at the bench with the peacocks' view.

the pet-lover with the peacock.

"mkn aiskrim depan org sakit!hmph"

peacock tgk aku ke dia ke aiskrim?

"peacock ni pantang nampak mknn taw"

lastly, went back to "spore" by taking cable car which costed, erm i dont remember. Overall whoever going to sentosa, u might spend ur money off outrageously! till now, i feel guilty towards him bcoz i dont even withdraw a single cent from my pocket!

Ni lah muka budak yg sakit tu... nmpk sakit kan?kan?thanx darl for the trip... it was a memorable mini honeymoon for us..haha :P

2008-11-10T12:23:00.003+08:00

Happy belated birthday to Siti Zuraina Mohd Ramlan!

happy 25th birthday to u which falls on yesterday.
sorry i revealed ur age!hahaxxi love u who u are,
i miss u so much!
i appreciate our friendship knot a lot!
its been 10 years zara...
i still remembered when the first time we got to know each other.
in the class of primary 6, ten years ago, teacher hayati replaced u beside me.
that was the first time, when all my bad impressions turns wrong after getting u well!
till the day of today (exaggerate skit),
even though we are far apart,
but that doesnt mean u are fade from my heart...
may Allah grant u happiness and success fiddin, waddunya wal akhirah.

PS: study hard plsss HARD!! for ur own future... jgn asik layan crite jepon lah,korea lah..plsss study hard! no study smart anymore 4 u!! i love u! take care kat sana k...

2008-11-06T21:28:00.002+08:00

im addicted to these programmes.... tgk jgn tk tgk! kelakar gile!

2008-11-06T15:29:00.003+08:00

muhd qhaisan bin dnnor,
my last nephew.

spoilt brat to-be after naufal...
in the past, he hated me very much.
as i always like to tease him.
now...
qhaisan loves me very very much.
he even immitated me, like this picture...

hehe, im not teaching him anyways. :P
attention! ~with army tone~ he marched at the airport. so cute!

"adik nak ayaaaaammm", was all his sayings during at popoye.
"nak gerrr", "nak tang" -nk burger, nk kentang-haha

eeeeee!!! geramnye aku!!!!

2008-11-06T12:33:00.007+08:00

ive been in a yellow condition since last week. High fever, running nose, dry cough and head spinned around. i still remember, last week, on thur 30th oct, i had an interview at Istighfar mosque and the moment i had interviewed was incredibly frustrated. i didnt expected the unexpected questions from the 3 interviewers. and i know the results even though they said to me to wait for their call in 1 week time. but i know whats the results may appear since one of the interviewers advised me to be prepared whenever i get to be interviewed. thats sounds jerk to me. i admit that i never get prepared and i must learn from experience and my failure, but doesnt mean, once i failed, i fail forever... so... i think having a fever was my side effect of my failure...

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i know im toooo late for these bdae ppl...

1st November....

norazwani muhd ariffin

Nadhirah rauzani

to both of u, happy 23rd birthday to u... may Allah grant u his Maghfirah and Rahmah..AMin.

and not forgotten to my dearest cousin,
which falls on 4th nov,
HAPPY 19 th bdae to u...
we celebrated yanie's bdae at chaichee restaurant.
it was a memorable gathering...
we combined yanie's and bibik liyas bdae together.
and happy 20th bdae to bibik liya which falls on 11th november...
from us to her
kite saaaayang yanie... (sebok ah ayi)
far left: bibik leni, bibik liya, ina, qhais, naufal, ida, yanie, ayi, dini and me.

i juz love to watch tis video during yanis bdae... i missed those moments.. :(

2008-10-27T21:43:00.003+08:00

FTT date: 1st December 08
argh, ive chosen the wrong date for my final theory test!
because the day before dis date will be kak ning's big day!
how slenger~~ i am..haizz
furthermore, its 9am in the morning!!arghhhh...
hope i can make it... i want to pass!! huhu

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25th Oct: Aunt Yah Opening house (my former boss)
very excited got to meet all my former colleagues...kak maria, kak maznah, Ida, cik su, kak ruza and many more. and 1 more thing, i like the one of the dishes; SIPUT SEDUT!!!

2008-10-24T11:36:00.003+08:00

im addicted to photoFunia!!
aeminas' portrait in muzeum...

five siblings meet together after being separated for 20 years...

an artist is sketching the super hero's portrayal

found in Titanic...

Being a Vogue is my prior appearance.

old school tv.

2008-10-20T15:27:00.002+08:00

hayati.kehidupanku from dyntv.com on Vimeo.

i was juz bloghopping to alex babes blog, then found this 1 video thats really inspried me...

2008-10-20T11:10:00.004+08:00

well these are the pictures that some of the alexandrian babes came to my house on saturday nite. they were Jane, aishah, farhana and sakinah... they reached at my house around 1940hours. really appreciated with their comings. and their last house will be farhana's and they pursued me to come along. (tk sampai hati punye pasal, aku pon ikut and directly told my bibik to iron my baju kurung). asked my dad's permission and dad told me to wait for him 4 a while coz he wanted to drop us off at farhana's crib. yeay! :)

aishah, jannah, aminah, sakinah, farhanah at my house.
us at farhana's roomok, this is farhana's brother's room and i really really adore the painting that were done by fahana and her siblings! by their own ok! tis pic was taken by farhana since i was eager to look at his bro' room! not a perv but an observant! heh

2008-10-18T17:37:00.006+08:00

Friday, 17th

went to Sabrina's crib to take a look her dotter named Sumayyah... i went there with danish and Naufal and Uncle Transformer dropped us off at Sab's block. geram sangat2 tengok Sumayyah. after an hour at sab's place, kak ning came over the place, while we were all waiting for Uncle to fetch us back.

us at behind and Naufal & uncle on the front.

SUMAYYAH... Sabrina's dotter

we all love Sumayyah...a gift to sumayyah from aunt aeminas and aunt agnaf... :)

while walking towards kak ning's crib, i found something that caught my eyes at kak ning's void-deck. theres a wedding -under construction- in BLACK AND WHITE THEME!! i really really adore the theme sooo much and thats my dream theme i ever planned since a long long ago... and this was my first time i saw the BLACK AND WHITE THEME in my own eyes!

SATURDAY, 18th

just came back from teaching in al-Amin, just for a relief-teacher.. ok! im so damn exhausted. it was not a long period, conducted 2 classes for 6 hours. maybe its been a long time ive never been working... and had a cancellation outing with alexanrian babes since im so tired! but iw waiting for their coming tonite... cant wait to see them... wheee...

2008-10-15T00:55:00.005+08:00

met Dya at Outram park mrt station and off to seaCenter to apply for temporary job. after filled the form i then realized that i forgot to bring along my IC card. shitty! and i think thats the reason i dont wanna proceed for applying the job since both my dad n mum dont allowed me to do so. they prefered me to apply in teaching position. ok! im fickle minded rite now till struggle with a lil migraine.
whatever it is, i have to take it easy. i believe in my livelihood. Allah knows better...

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started to miss my buddy,zara..today shes going back to Egypt to further her studies. zara, i know u can do it! u've got the gut to move on!

study hard (no study smart anymore)
excercise hard
pray hard

btw zara, i dedicated this song specially to u. i know u are strong enuf. and y not u listen to this song n i think u will be more stronger to face those obstacles in ur life! n maybe u will get intrested by their song which is from myfav band ever; Gerhana Ska Cinta :P

Fight For Your Right - Gerhana Ska Cinta

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Yeah, today Nasreed's off day. we went to Bugis and had our lunch at Banquet.

after performed zuhur prayer, headed to Suntec City to search for Sab's dotter's gift.

had our dinner at secret recipe and he made my day by making me burst into tears.

thanks ehh!!hhaahha :D

2008-10-13T23:17:00.005+08:00

had a great time wit my girlfriends, dya n zara, since its been a long time we've not been gathering together. really missed those moments when we were in alexandria Egypt... :(

we had our lucnh at Popeyes at changi airport T1.. (actually zara been craving popeyes after shes been phsycoing by dina) but thanx ehh... sumpah aku tak puas mkn! its not that finger licking good! haiz but then we had a great time and moment together...

then got a msg from kak ning telling me to but whipped potato for her.. then met her at row 1 at T1.. then we had a talk for a minutes.. kesiyan kak ning... :(

pic shot by kak ning..both mok2 n momok sembunyi belakang aku..cover nampak cover nmpk! haha

and not forgotten, i had a great time with him also even tho the tom yam not taste better! haha..

2008-10-11T21:17:00.007+08:00

SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU KEPADA PASANGAN

LATIFAH MOHAMED AMRAN

NAZULHISHA MD. NASSIM

semoga kalian sabar dalam mengharungi alam rumahtangga yang penuh dengan ujian dan cabaran. semoga berbahagia selalu, hingga ke anak cucu... (aku ckp step dah kawen jer)huhu. learn from other's experiences and when things go wrong, dont get blue.. juz say i will get through... hehe...

attended wit fiza and aishah. we took 81 direct from my house. reached there at 3pm.ada bubur pulut hitam! sedaaap! my fav and since past a year i craved tis dessert!

"fiza..fiza...tk gemok gemok kau eh! at last dapat jumpa fiza.. bz woman katakan..."

"at last pon i get to meet sabrina & sumayah.. sumaya 4 mths oreadi! -tgn aku mcm jantan sak-"

aminah, latifah and rashidah... at last kau dulu tifahh... congrats dear.... u looked veryyy cutee!!

2008-10-10T15:25:00.002+08:00

im juz missed this moment...

n i juz feel bored rite now!

no outing for today.haizz

my lips becomes more thicker,since the day i went to kak Nani's house. i think i misseaten the meals. i feel uneasy with my mouth. getting drier and feel itchy. and now it spread to my cheeks, neck and half of the body. wait for tonight's result. if getting serious, will go then!

2008-10-09T21:22:00.005+08:00

Wednesday, 8th Oct

went to Kak Nani's house for visiting with Kak Ning. actually we were gathering coincidently as we 5 sisters gathered together at Kak Nani's house. Kak Ning and I came together (as i slept over at her house) while Kak Nong & Ida came together as they met each other after settling their bussinessess. then after a moment, Ina & yani came over and we discussed about Kak Ning's wedding Theme.. i suggested black colour many times but my proposal was being rejected! hmph! they said, "nanti panas lah" "macam nk melawat org mati la" bla bla bla...

so i just kept my mouth shut!

after that, kak ning, kak nong and i went to Jelita at Joo Chiat Complex to browse the apparel which costed $99 for 3 tops (top only). went on browsing the costumes and our eyes get caught by the orange apparel. so we decided to wear orange together. unfortunately, theres no sizes for Kak nong...hahaha! so pity! so we bought 6 tops for me, Ida, Kak Ning, Afrina, Ina & yani... so here were the results;

PS: these pics were just a random..wait 4 kak ning's wedd day and confirm all of us will looked gorgeous! heh :P *perasaaannn*

Thursday, 9th

Had our meals at Ramen Ten.

2008-10-09T10:52:00.005+08:00

proudly brought to you by "Anak Manja" & "Jelita"... Pic captured on the 7th when we went on visiting to our parents' house -mine and him- and tis pic was taken at Kak Ning's house.

PS: to cousins and sisters, seee! BLACK is elegant, isnt it...? "with sarcastic voice".

tak ada pon simbol2 nk pergi melawat org meninggal! :P

2008-10-06T21:38:00.003+08:00

Maman fetched me at 2.30 pm and went off to nenek's house at Pasir Ris. Unfortunately Tok Ramli was not there. Then we headed to TM to buy the torch light and goggles for Man's importances during he's in camp. Then went to kak Nana's house at Sengkang to take the Hp w/out camera for using at the camp. lastly, we went to Man's house to meet cik Nani and cik Napi. Kak Nana came along with us coz cik Nani cooked Asam pedas today. sedaaaappp!!
PS: paisey jgk dapat collection!! erghhh!! mana nk letak muka??

2008-10-06T02:48:00.005+08:00

went out with Nasreed, Danish and Naufal toooooo VivoCity!!! (raya2 pergi vivo) huhu. today Nasreed's off day. i intended to bring along Naufal only, but i felt pity after seeing Danish cried at my sofa then brought him along too! (cik mimin tk smpai hati tahu tak!) btw it was my first time going out with the 2 boys without their bibik! again i repeat; WITHOUT THEIR BIBIK! and i felt like, "kakak bwk adik pergi jalan2"! why i pronounce myself as kakak not mak? when we were in the taxi otw to MRT sttn, the driver as me;

DRIVER: Go visiting ah?

AEMINAS: no lah, we are going to vivocity.

DRIVER: How much the price ah if take MRT?

AEMINAS: i dont know ah, i used EZLink and never concern about the price.

DRIVER: these two are your brothers ah?

AEMINAS: no lah, my nephews..

DRIVER: you are in secondary what?

AEMINAS: (laughing) no lah, im not in sec..im juz finished my degree...

DRIVER: u serious or not?

AEMINAS: ya lah..im 23 yrs old laaa..

DRIVER: serious or not? i tot u're 16!

AEMINAS *kembannnnaaaanngggg* muka muda.... :)

along the journey to Outram Park station, i juz playing msg with Nasreed to avoid my PAISEYNESS and let the boys talking with each other (berbual dgn dunia mereka). got 1 part i joined their conversation and Naufal said "cik mimin msg jer lah, tk payah layan kitorg!" FINE AH!!! Thanx ehhh Naufal!!

after met Nasreed at Outram Park, we headed to Harbour Front and finally aft reached @ vivo, we had our meals at BK...

then we walked around at vivo and off we headed to TM. i bought novel *yeayyy!!* and nasreed bought my fav choc DAIM and umbrella ESPRIT forhim & me...

2008-10-05T23:56:00.000+08:00

SATURDAY on the 4th

got a message from shidah saying that she wanted to visit me. but then i asked her to come down at my sis's house as i were there accompanied Naufal watching Upin & Ipin. Took a nap after watching 4bia (seram dok) then received a msg from shidah saying she was in her way to my sis's house. i waited for her at the corridor and seeing a bunch of group walking opposite my block. "oh oh!"~~ i tot shidah came alone like year before. rupa-rupanya dgn mak2 dia sekali, kakak dia, and her 3 younger sisters! Paisey ada mak dia!! then i told bibik to buy mee goreng at the stall nearest. i had a nice chatting with her family.. fun n gerek ah... and shidah (after a year we last met, she looked more chubby!huhu ) btw, thanx 4 coming and i really appreciate ur coming (jgn jadi mcm aku, mls nk visit2) heheee :P

2008-10-03T17:54:00.000+08:00

Pictures taken by Yanie's camera...

kharyani,amina,khairi,hidaya & khairina at my house

on the way to Nek Mok house
my dearest aunt, nyayi cok (nyanyi becok)
at cousin's house

hey cousins, kita tunggu sapa yg kena dulu...i think 2 ekor yg far right!hehe

2008-10-03T03:07:00.000+08:00

Eid Mubarak to all Muslims... for me, eid this year is my happiest moment because i get to meet all my family members and cousins since past a year we were no longer met each other due to my studies in Egypt. Like eid before, my parents ordered foods from the catering. the foods was very superb! but i had no appetite since sinus attacked me... to my dearest friends in Egypt, dont let ur saliva get out from ur mouth aite... heee

first 2 comers Danish & Naufal.PRO-Couple (kak Nani and husband)sweet couple (kak ning and her future husband)
crazy couple (kak nong and husband)

PS: more pictures to be waiting - from yanies camera and mak ani- sorry, cable hilang.. to Yanie, pls inform me once u transfer e pics aite!!

Adakah Cinta Memerlukan Sebab??

2008-10-03T00:31:00.000+08:00

Dalam satu kisah percintaan yang menarik. Sepasang suami isteri berjalan
di tepi sebuah tasik yang indah. Kemudian mereka berhenti di sebuah
bangku yang disediakan di tepi tasik. Kemudian si isteri bertanya kepada si
suami. Ini dialog mereka

Isteri : Mengapa abang menyukai saya? Mengapa abang cintakan
saya?

Suami : Abang tidak boleh menerangkan sebabnya, namun begitu abang memang
menyayangi dan mencintai Sayang!

Isteri : Abang tak boleh terangkan sebabnya? Bagaimana abang boleh katakan
abang sayang dan cintakan saya sedangkan abang tidak boleh menerangkannya.

Suami : Betul! Abang tak tahu sebabnya tetapi abang boleh buktikan bahawa
abang memang cintakan Sayang!

Isteri : Tak boleh beri bukti! Tidak! Saya hendak abang terangkan kepada
saya sebabnya. Kawan-kawan saya yang lain yang mempunyai suami dan teman
lelaki, semuanya tahu menerangkan mengapa mereka mencintai. Dalam bentuk
puisi dan syair lagi. Namun begitu abang tidak boleh terangkan sebabnya

Si suami menarik nafas panjang dan dia berkata
'Baiklah! Abang mencintai Sayang sebab sayang cantik, mempunyai suara yang
merdu, penyayang dan mengingati abang selalu. Abang juga sukakan senyuman manis
dan setiap tapak Sayang melangkah, di situlah cinta Abang bersama Sayang!'

Si isteri tersenyum dan berpuas hati dengan penerangan suaminya tadi.
Namun begitu selang beberapa hari si isteri mengalami kemalangan dan koma.

Si suami amat bersedih dan menulis sepucuk surat kepada isterinya yang
disayangi. Surat itu diletakkan di sebelah katil isterinya di hospital.
Surat tersebut berbunyi begini :

'Sayang!Jika disebabkan suara aku mencintai mu... sekarang bolehkah
engkau bersuara? Tidak! Oleh itu aku tidak boleh mencintai mu. Jika disebabkan
kasih sayang dan ingatan aku mencintai mu...sekarang bolehkah engkau
menunjukkannya? Tidak! Oleh itu aku tidak boleh mencintai mu.Jika
disebabkan senyuman aku mencintai mu... sekarang bolehkah engkau
tersenyum? Tidak! Oleh itu aku tidak boleh mencintai mu.Jika disebabkan
setiap langkah aku mencintai mu.... sekarang bolehkah engkau melangkah?
Tidak! Oleh itu aku tidak boleh mencintai mu. Jika cinta memerlukan
sebabnya, seperti sekarang. Aku tidak mempunyai sebab mencintai mu
lagi.
Adakah cinta memerlukan sebab? Tidak! Aku masih mencintai mu dulu, kini,
selamanya dan cinta tidak perlu ada sebab. Kadangkala perkara tercantik
dan terbaik di dunia tidak boleh dilihat, dipegang. Namun begitu... ia
boleh dirasai dalam hati.'

Last day of Ramadhan

2008-10-01T08:29:00.000+08:00

Break fast at Sakura International nearby my house with Ida & Nasreed. Eating Sakura Int without Kak Nong and Abg Dnnor is like LAME and i felt it was a wasted by purchasing here even tho it is worth it. Btw i favour this one fish fried that fulled of egg's fish! something new har! But i dont know why Ida & Nasreed dislike it! (mereka sungguh rugi!)haha.

when the watch struck at 9pm, we made a move and headed to Bazar Geylang and met Kak Nong, abg Dnnor and Diny at Tanjung Katong Complex. it was my first time met Kak Nong since i reached Spore last Fri. makin jambu kakak aku, tp gemok! haha.. then we went to Joo Chiat as i had aimed this 1 black n silver kebaya at ape bridal ntah. after asking the price, i just pissed off n get rid of that shop! $350 beb!! Then went to Jelita boutique and asking for black kurung. at last got one this kurung attracts me! yeayyy!! but u guys dont ask the price ah... then we went on browsing and browsing at bazar, and the place was veery very crowded by people and furthermore with the heavy rain. then we chilled at pasar geylang bazar and had some foods there in other word, 2nd round...gerek sey...so the kecohrable!!Ida (step tanak mkn 2nd round) and kak nong (raja segala kecoh)

naseb kau lah diny dapat mak mcm tuuuutt :P

Nasreed malu-malu anjing :P

PS: Eid Mubarak to all Muslims... Minal Ai'din wal Fai'zin wal Maqbulin... Kullu Aam waantum Bikhoir...

2008-09-30T01:38:00.000+08:00

went out with Nasreed to Bazar and it was my first stepped to bazar Geylang... met Man2, kak Fulati and Ida at the bazar. then off we proceeded to TKC 2nd floor, -i aimed Yasmin boutique but nothing attracts me, and JELITA boutique, caught my eyes tapi MAAHHHAAALL! Then we off to bazar that headed to Joo Chiat Complex and bought dendeng (Yeay!! at last i got it) and Nasreed bought burger Ramlee and we break fast at?? jgn tanye lah eh, memalukan..jatuh standard i! Tanx eh... :P

Then off we headed to Joo Chiat, seeking around all the shops. suddenly i felt clueless and called Kak nong and asking her where the best shop to buy the costume. she recommended me Anak Manja, Jelita and RH. so, we went to anak Manja shop directly and something caught nasreed's eyes. lawa gile, siap ada lace kat pocket n leher lagik, samping mcm nk pegi kawen. i wanted to snap his pic while he was trying the baju kurung, but he malu2 pulak.. huhu..

Haizz.. i still not getting any of the baju raya that attracts me. i decided to buy it tomorrow with Kak Nong and Ida as the place was getting crowded by people.

When the watch struck at 9pm, we off to Mc and chilled out there. Talking, chatting, interacting, communicating and bla bla bla..till i brought a bad-mood unintentionally to him :( Hmm...i hate of being myself!

Btw, im addicted to this song, since Dja's bro dedicated it to me... and its addicted me again while i was browsing the costumes at 2nd chance.gereeekk...

rangka ayam!!

2008-09-29T02:04:00.000+08:00

went off to johor baharu with my dad, sisters, nephews & bibik... we went there after performing Asar prayer. i requested to my dad to go to PASAR MALAM as im craving Bontot ayam & rangka ayam since past a year... mengidam gile sey... i was too happy as we reached at the Pasar Malam at Taman UDA (if im not mistaken the place's name) and we rounded the whole stalls. Even though there were many tempation during our rounding, but i was still seeking over the rangka ayam & bontot ayam... at last, after finished rounding the whole place, i admitted there were no any rangka n bontot ayam..yang ada hanyalah bontot org... *sobsob* :(

Then off we headed to Angsana to buy carpets for my house.

after had purchased at Angsana Mall, we going back to Singapore by following Tuas checkpoint. Tuas? Tuas? ehem ehem... so UNSANGKARABLE at last i get to meet him in uniform at his workplace! hehe.. see.. how happy i am with those irritating boys!

10th sept - 26th sept

2008-09-28T05:33:00.000+08:00

Once again, sorry for the lack updates as i was very vey busy packing up my things, window shopping, and chilling out here and there, and 1 more thing, internet explorer seemed to be weird!! i had enough of IE! thus, i tried mozilla to update my blog, BUt mcm soyal jugak ah! everytime i entered blogspot through mozilla, the same pop-out thing comes out! so thats one of the reasons...
juz to recall what i did from the date 10th sept till 26th, the day im coming back to my homeland, Singapore..

10th sept: Sending off Huda, Fairuz and Mira Nadia at Cairo Airport

went to the airport by car accompanied by Janna and faizah and met them there as they departed from Alexandria early in the morning.Had a hugs n kisses with Huda n Fairuz till i had burst into tears. owh man, but i didnt feel the sorrow yet maybe becoz i have aishah on that few days... but still the voice of Huda n the high-pitch voice of fairuz still lingered in my ears..

12th sept: Fetching Dya from Cairo Airport

ok, this was the happiest moment bcoz dya came from spore (bcoz of some of the reasons) and we were planning to going back together on the 26th!! that cool man! but the joy that i get never lasting, bcoz the next day, Dya will off to Alexandria to settle down on her things and i had to remain at Cairo as i had to proceed to my Talaqqi session. but still i had Aishah who accompanied me days n nites... 1 more thing on the 12th, i had no opportunity to send off Irma and Faizah at Cairo Airport. and i really really missed it! Irma... sorry for not dropping u off at Airport due to the transportation to there..i miss those moments with u... :(

Break fast our at CrepAway at City Stars treat by Dya. Thanks a bunch Dya! Love ya!

MA PORTION

17tth sept: sending off Aishah at Cairo Airport

This is my saddest day as i had to separate -forawhile- with aishah and i had burst into tearss yang amat rabak sekali and left me alone at parquet house. But still, i had Dijah to accompany me wherever i wanted to go even though we were not living under one roof.

Finished my recitation with my sheikh, Sheikh Nabi together with dijah. at last, i completed my recitation after went through -not so many obstacles n thorns- as i pampered myself by taking cab every day...

19th sept: Sending off Dijah at Cairo Airport

this is my 2nd saddest day as i had to separate -AGAIN forawhile- with dijah but thankfully i didnt made any tears flowed from my eyes. and thankfully, on the day itself, i went off to Alexandria with Fazidah and how happy i was juz to meet Dya and Wanie and other alexandrian friends for the last few days!

19th sept - 24th sept: spending my last few days at Alexandria with Dya n Wanie.
24th sept - 26th sept: staying at Cairo

Last 2 days break fast in Egypt at Casper & Gambini and La Tansa... *sobsob*

CASPER & GAMBINI'S

LA TANSA'S

26th sept: Leaving Egypt forever...............*tsk tsk tsk* :(

2008-09-12T04:29:00.000+08:00

recalled back what i did this week;

6th september:

i had a Break-fast with Aishah, Afzee and Sofwan (panitia) at La Tansa. actually i intended to treat both Afzee (for seeking the car for my dad's trip) and Sofwan (for cooking those delicious foods to my parents and letting us to stay 1 nite at ur house at Dumyat) REALLY appreciate it!

after performed magrib prayer, we chilled at Starbucks.

7th september:

went off to Alexandria with Aishah and Afzee.

8th September:

my last gathering with Huey Li and Rani.

we gathered at Asofirah beach after performed magrib prayer. Huda prepared Nasi Lemak completed with sambal, timun, ikan bilis, ayam n hot dog fried by aishah. then we celebrated Afzee's 21st advance birthday which is on 10th sept.

Happy advance bdae to bdae boy,Afzeema beloved sis & poyo bro

last moment with huda aka RAni :(
last moment with fairuz aka Huey Li

im gonna miss u all dudes! :(

another last few days left with her :(

shisha sampai noneng

parents visiting me in Egypt

2008-09-11T21:07:00.000+08:00

sorry 4 the lack updates... as for usual, im still busy with my daily life and sometimes laziness told me to do so.whee.. as a result, some of the people (yanie n ina..haha) told me to do some exercises. wakl u ah korg!

before i forget, Ramadhan Kareem to all of u... may tis Ramadhan improves our faith consistently to Allah. so take the opportunity in this month to do good deeds.

what i want to recall back during my bizzy time are, both dad n mum visited me in Egypt on 31st July to 5th July. so before the date itself, i was at Alexandria to settle up my house-clear off my things- which is someone had confirmed to buy my house through my landlord. what made my life miserable was, i had to clear off my things before 1st sept! ok, thats 1 PROB i kinda faced it.

another BIG PROBLEMMO was, i got to know my dad's arrival was on 31st aug on e 30th n which is i was in Alexandria, and the journey from Alex to Cairo Airport take 3hours plus. ohh! i felt like crazy woman thinking and seeking the car to fetch my dad at Airport, and furthermore, my unsettled house n thingies were still lying in my mind! fortunately, Irma solved all my problems by asking his brother's help.. tanx a million Irma... n sorry i left u alone organizing the house..

ok.. this was my schedule lookalike:

31st AUGUST
0330hours: went off to Cairo airport from Alexandria
-shitty! an accident occured along the highway and restricted my time!-
-pity dad n mak ani waited for me at airport for a long hours-
-ust Akmal asked his friend to fetch dad at airport-

0800hours: Reached at Wisma Nusantara n met daddy there :)
1300hours: went off to Pyramid at Giza

EVENING: Dine in NIL restaurant

1st September:
Visited Maqam imam Syafiie and 4 Mazahib's schools.

2nd September:

1000hours:went off to Alexandria
1700hours:went off to Dumyat

3rd September:Back to Cairo

4th September:Window-shopped at Hussein

5th September:Dad left me~~~ :(

3 certificates in between 3 days

2008-08-27T19:51:00.000+08:00

hello sisters, cousins, nasreed, dya, zara, friends, and to whom it may concern... im totally free now!yabedabedooooo.... BUT! still my recitation havent finish yet. ive still got another 20 more juzu' to cover on. by the way, since some of u keep asking me to update the blog, nah, here i come. ill recall the whole last week events :)

24th aug: Graduation Day at azhar conference centre (acc)

26th aug: Finished completing mirats course by Ustaz Jabal

and Report writing course under british council.

my result!

2008-08-18T15:33:00.000+08:00

no words can describe me how happy i was yesterday,
only tears showed everything,
the face of dad and family lingered in my mind,
i was too eager to inform them about my success,
how i wish they were here,
juz rite beside me,
juz to share my pleasure and happiness together...
thus, this is my greatest gift to my dad i ever gave!
Thank you Allah...
you have made my dream becomes true.

hectic schedule

2008-08-15T17:28:00.000+08:00

Arghh!! im out of sight! Assignments, homeworks, revisions are all waiting for me... i havent prepared both mirats assignment and article. fortunately, the dateline will be ended on this 20th. ok this is my daily schedule goes;

Reciting al-Quran (EVERYDAY except Friday)
LOCATION: Syoubra
TIME: 1200hrs-1300hrs
JOURNEY: 1 hour

(oh btw actually i have started reciting al-Quran with new Sheikh named Syeikh Nabi, but this time alone all by myself... Syeikh Nabi is quite strict and lil bit stern, he still young around late 30's...)

Attending British Council course
LOCATION: Agouza
TIME: 1900hrs-2100hrs
DATE: 17, 18, 19, 20, 24, 25, 26
JOURNEY: 1.5-2 hours

(The place is located at Agouza, from tahrir take 30-40 minutes by bus, and i really hate the timing of the class, which is there is no space for me to perform maghrib prayer, but what i have done is from the previous class, id sought a permission to go toilet, in fact i performed magrib prayer)

Attending Mirats Advance course (Faraidh)
LOCATION: A'syir ( Ust. Jabal's house)
DATE: 20, 21, 23, 24, 25
JOURNEY: 30-40 minutes

happy bdae Aishah

2008-08-13T14:47:00.000+08:00

HELLO BDAE GAL..

Happy 22nd birthday

to Nur Aishah Othman...

May this bdae brings u one step closer

of what u've dreamt of..

be strong & patient towards those obstacles k!

we luv ya...

stay healthy always...

remember to take ur vitamins!

ok this time around, our plan to make surprise for bdae gal was quite hard and complicated. maybe bcoz bdae gal knew our tactic to make surprise for e previous bdae gal (mira) and she could predicted our plan.
or maybe our plan can be predicted without we realizing it...

but overall, i was very happy that all my plans accomplished. by celebrating bdae gal at CILANTRO Cafe and taking a Ferry at Tahrir till midnite... :)

copied from agnaf

2008-08-12T04:07:00.000+08:00

1)Are you stubborn?
-Yes!! extremely stubborn :P

2)Do you think snail is cute?
-Cute!! but vewy sloww~~

3)What are you looking forward to?
-Beg
-skinny jeans
-HOME sweet home!
-my RM600 from HIM!
-my 77th street beg from HIM! (wateva he says, i dont care!)

4)Who are the third and eighteenth texts in your phone from?
-Nurul Huda Saukhad Ali Khan & Nurul Huda Saukhad Ali Khan! (oh man, shes being stalker nowadays!)

5)What do you usually do first in the morning?
-go to the toilet directly

6)What is one emotion you are feeling right now?
-exhausting!

7)What are you currently doing?
-researching some articles to my assignment.

8)Have you told someone you loved them today?
-Nasweet

9)Any plans for tomorrow?
-nope.. maybe i juz wanna rest whole day.

10) Do you find the opposite sex confusing?
-of course! they are!

11)Is there anybody you wish you could be with right now?
-yeah, rite now im alone in da house and those gals went off to markaz.

12)Are you going to be home alone tonight?
-nope, never!

13)When is the last time you saw a movie?
-last week

14)How was last week?
-i enjoyed myself by going out, chilled-out even though i was quite depressed.

15)Do you have a best friend?
-yes, Siti zuraina mohd ramlan

16)Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
-Depends on their doings... sometimes they dont deserve it.

17)What do you want most right now?
-family n nasreed

18)What do you carry with you at all times?
-hp, wallet & shades.

19)Have you ever written a love letter?
-erm i cant remember

20)Is someone mad at you right now?
-maybe but who cares?

21)When was the last time you were sick?
- last week at alexandria

22)Money or love ?
-both but i priortize money rather than love

23)What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
-sms with Nasreed and Huda

24)Are you any good at English?
-who cares if i dont?

25)Where is your mum at?
-in Spore.. i dont know what is she doin rite now, maybe shes eating an apple.

26)Did you disappoint anyone lately?
-mana aku tahuuuu!

27)Do you think of your ex's
-im just wasting my bloody time if i do!

28)Last branded thing you bought?
too many to mention... action tak?haha

Happy bdae spore

2008-08-10T01:26:00.000+08:00

Happy 43rd Birthday Singapore!!

i Miss u!

But do you miss me??

Haha! what the fish! *duh*

national day advance

2008-08-08T18:36:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, on e 7th, all the sporean students celebrated our National day in advance at the Embassy in cairo. We gathered at our markaz at Hayyu Sabie' at 4 PM and waiting for the Bus. Unfortunately, frens n i were all extremely late, and by the time we reached at the place, 1 bus had gone. left 1 more bus waiting for the late-comers.SO PAISEY!!

once arrived at the Embassy, we performed prayer asar first then proceed to Embassy's place and gathered there.

british council

2008-08-08T15:14:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to British Coucil at Agouza, Cairo, accompanied by Dijah and Mar. settled up all the registration thingy after i had been interviewed by Kate (Britain) and im qualified to this course even though Kate said that im a lil bit weak. i took Professional Communication Skills in English and was interested to Report Writing. The class will be started on this 13th of Aug and will be ended on 26th Aug. and will be held for only 8 sessions. ok! i cant bear for this 13th and making new friends... :)

Then after all were settled, we chilled at Beanos' at Tahrir. ok im sick of the drink, made me miserable. actually it was my first time went to Beanos' but nothings attract me. Starbucks still no 1~~

Dalina & Izad

Izad & Dayang

Dayang & Dalina

2008-08-06T12:27:00.000+08:00

Chic & Mushroom Quiche spoilt my day!

its not e usually i ate!

its not Quiche,

Its a HARD-PUFF!!

i feel better rite now.

after both hands and legs felt trembling.

and i was very weak.

started to be HOMESICK...

Missing them :(

2008-08-04T02:34:00.000+08:00

i've started to miss my family, friends and closest ones... its not that i never miss them before this, but since im going to go back soon, my heart becomes thick because of missing them and i really really cant bear to meet them since last 9 months... even though i think its not a long period, but in this heart who knows... ok let the pictures do the talking who ive missed most!

first and foremost, the first person that i really

really miss is... Mr. Sofian Tagoh, my kind-hearted daddy, my one & only daddy, hes such a hard-working person and he likes to help people who are in needy. yes, he is very very generous. he is very lenient yet strict.Hes everything to me...

he is my most person that i ever loved!

and my success is specially dedicated to him.
and i do really want to make him proud of having me!

next are my 3 big sisters and my younger sisters,

Tuty Norbani Sofian,

Ningseh Sofian,

Noralawiah Sofian,

Nur hidayah Sofian.

Started with my 1st sister,

kak Nani,

shes motherly to all her sisters,

and shes too strong facing thick & thorn,

i want to be like her, but it takes time..

shes too soft spoken with anyone else she speaks to,

unlike me...huhu

May Allah grant His Blessing to her...

my 2nd sister,

Kak Ning,

shes also very strong woman,

she can survive all by herself with her own house,

with her 2 mischievous boys,

and a maid,

without a husband...

she is a talkative person with her high pitch voice.
shes cheerful, but sometimes can be irritating,haha!

but of all, i wont forget all her kindness and supports towards me.

i cant wait for ur Big day in the end of this year,

May happiness will be yours after all the sacrifice u've made...

my 3rd sister,

Kak Nong,
shes also very strong since her teenager time,
even though she was quite wild and gile gile,

but shes the most sensitive person when things come to Dad.

our attitude slightly the same,

we open-minded,

sometimes our talking may be harsh,

we talk directly,

but i think i am more irritating than her...

although she is such a sarcastic person!

and lastly my one and only younger sister,Ida,

although shes bigger than me..haha =P

she can be describe as a motherly person,

her attitude slightly same as my 1st sister,

strong, humble and down-to-earth.

in the past, we always fighting over small things,

like anjing dgn kucing.

ida, do u still remember,

i pulled ur hair,
then i ran,

then u threw something to me.

then i will cover my face with pillow,

because u like to throw things over me!

hahaha...but that was our childhood time.

we rarely shared our problems together,

because u are too secretive person.

but now, since we've been apart,

we often shared our probs thru MSN.

and now shes majored in nursing and time had been limited to us.

wait till i come back home although i dont like to share room with you!

hahaha =P

next is my grandmother,

mbah, my late mum's side,

staying at Malacca.

last time i called her past 2 months when i was having my exams.

she was crying when i called her,

furthermore that time she had been recovered after falling,

and i heard her spine broke.

i seldom visited her,

because of the long journey,

but deep inside my heart i always pray 4 her,

may Allah protect her and grant her health and strength...

next i miss my step mum,

mak ani,

she always encourage me to further my studies,

and she do concern about my studying,

because she wants me to have a bright future,

and she always advice me not to study last minute,

n i do heed her advice altho sometimes i dont..hehe

next is him,

as known as Nasweet,
as sweet as Nasreed.

haha! pooodaahhhhhhhh!

ok i miss him alot too since last 6 years we last met .

thats a very long period man...

hes very patient towards my attitude.

and hes very understandable to my problems.

but sometimes he can be irritating =P

bcoz he prioritize his tv programme rather than me! hmph.

next is my 2 nieces and 6 nephews,

Nurfrina Batrisyia,

Md Hazman Rusydi,

Md Aniq Azhar,

Md Danish Syauqi,

Md Naufal As-syauri,

Md Syahmi,
Dini Nadhira,

Md Qhaisan.

next i miss my aunt and my cousins,
i miss my aunt's laksa,

and her kecohness...known as NYAI COK,
NYAyI BECOK.
Cousins,
Ayi, the cik leh wanna be =P

always bz in his daily life.
Ina,
lately she had becaome cake and choc seeker,

that sometimes makes me feel irritated!
and doesnt know how to transfer account!hahahaha =P

and Yani,

whom always bz with imran,

and we rarely met each other,

but if we do,

we will talk about our irritating nephews.

next are my friends who are either in spore or msia,

even we are apart,

but the memories still remain in my heart and my mind.

u guys are still in my heart!!!

DYA~agnaf-the-lefthanded

ZARA~the kawaii~

lil sis SYURA & lil bro REDHANOHA the ping-pong

PHYZA the elegant
Sweety RASHIDAH

Pretty FEEZA, not cute ok! =P

Cutie Nadhira and beautiful Aishahthe boyish MAN

SABRINA the Jambu
cutey Latifah, SyeFa and CheyChey(Fadhilla)

and last but not least,all my ex DAKWAH coursemate!

2008-08-03T07:03:00.000+08:00

1st Aug... which is i've completed reciting al-Quran guided by
sheikh Redha...

alhamdulillah...

maybe...this was my last time i stepped on my feet to sheikh Redha's house..

a place where i got knowledge..

a place where i deserted myself from outdoors..

a place where i always remembering myself that i am a weak slave

who needs al-Muallim to guide me,

from all the wrong-doings and the wrong-path.

Oh Allah... i am so thankful that i still live in this world

to seek the unlimited knowledge

from you through the al-Muallim...

Semoga Allah memberkati segala ilmu-ilmu yang telah

aku pelajari selama aku di bumi Anbiya' ini.

amira's bdae

2008-08-03T05:39:00.000+08:00

Happy 22nd birthday,
to Amirah Nadiah
~31st July 2008~

Hey Mira, so how was our surprise? sorry i bullied u during ur bdae. hehe.. mesti mira sakit hati when i asked u to throw away taik kucing! BLUEK... bila lagi nk suruh... then amaciam kena tutp mata kat city stars? kitorang lah yang PAISEY! sume org tengok yeee... tapi kite rilex jer babe! mira yang gabra semacam! ahakz.. anyways.. hope u enjoy during ur bdae time..in additon honeymoon lagik! ok lah tu kaaannn nenek kan...??? :P

ok this time,everybody in e shopping ctr were looking at Mira but aku yang PAISEY gile!

OK, we were in CHILLIS
when MAIYA meets HUEY LI...

moulten cake, muaks!!
when YANTI meets MAIYA

mira's portionwhen MAIYA meets RANI
MaY Allah Bless YOU...

May u succeed in ur life...

Ameen!

2008-07-28T19:01:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 24TH BIRTHDAY

TO MY LIL BRO,

MUHAMMAD REDHA ZAKARIA

may u succeed in whatever u do.

may this bdae makes u to be more matured.

and no hanky panky between us.

do keep in touch with ma family especially Ida, Anong, Bapak & Mak Ani.

2008-07-28T03:26:00.000+08:00

went to syoubra in the morning as usual. alhamdulliah in our rushing movements we got the taxi easily. BUT in the middle of our journey, suddenly the taxi broke down at the bridge. fortunately it took only 10-15 minutes. ok we relieved. After reached at our destination, that bangsat ammu cheated us by saying he have no change after we gave le20 note. tak selamat ah ammu!

and we all noe that, Allah is very A'dil to his slaves. after we dropped off syeikh at the maahad, we got the taxi driver that was very kind and caring, and hes not too fussy in charging us the price to our destination. Alhamdulillah.. Thank you Allah...

2008-07-27T03:53:00.000+08:00

got a message from Wani,

asking me to call her back.

i know whats her replying,

of course about the examination's results!

after hearing her voice,

it means a good response from her.

YES! she passed her exams,

even though she have to re-take 1 subject.

but it sounds good to me till i'd burst into tears!

missing u....

Alhamdulillah, everything went smoothly these days,

Thank you Allah

mirats course

2008-07-25T19:04:00.000+08:00

life is tiring after i had started mirats class on 23rd, 24th and 25th. by today, i had completed basic level for syajarah al-mirats by Ustaz Jabal. The Full training was quite intresting even though i had learnt before at secondary school, but the method that ustaz Jabal taught us was totally different. ever since the course were being held, the part that was really i hate was DROWSINESS! ouhhh... u guys just imagine, at 0600 hours, i went off to syoubra, than at 0900 hours, headed to asyir to this course till 1700hours! ok fullstop! got it??

waiting for next level, intermidiate, on 31st, 1st aug and 2nd...

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sorrow filled my heart,

after i called u,

and just after i hanged up the phone,

i cried in the toilet,

because i know,

i will never see u again in EGYPT.

that was my last time i heard ur voice in EGYPT,

i still remembered the last time we shared

our precious moment at Mansoura Dumyat,

we took many pictures together

and i still remembered,

i tried to phsyco u to follow us to Cairo,

but u strongly disagreed.

but at last, u have to follow us because of some of the reasons.

that time, i was really really happy

even though u were staying cairo only 1 night,

and we even ever get to stay in the same house together.

but that was really satisfied me,

from letting u back to Alexandria from Mansoura alone

by yourself.

Zara... u had left me in Egypt without having a hug or kisses,

because i had no an opportunity to drop u off at airport.

may we meet in singapore one fine day ok!

juz pray for me here ok.

PS: another a month! zara and dya. u guys dont go out first without me okey!!

sayang sheikh

2008-07-20T20:44:00.000+08:00

Today, sheikh Redha had to go to maahad to examine his students recitation. after we finished reciting 2 juzu' and a half,the clock struck at 1045hours, and it was just nice for sheikh's schedule at 1100hours. Syeikh Redha looked so cute with his kopiah and we accompanied him to his maahad. we took this an opportunity to hold his walking stick turn by turn.haha...

after we dropped by syeikh at maahad, suddenly tears dropped from my eyes...

Oh Allah,please protect my syeikh from any obstacles and thorns...sayang sheikh...

asfour crystal

2008-07-18T17:07:00.000+08:00

on 17th july, after finished my reciting with syeikh Redha, we went to asfour crystal directly. we spent our time there for almost 3 hours plus! Huda borong habes!! daddy called me saying not to buy unimportant things and not to be spendthrift. tot to buy something for aning's wedding, but i considered it next time... so i just purchased 3 pair of earings for me, ida and Dini, and crystal tasbih. total= le93.75 lambatlah si mak nenek huda ngan aisya bli brg! rantai lah,gelang lah, itu lah inilah!
mama arab sesataisyah e chic little
ma pathetic thingies

in remembrance

2008-07-16T03:44:00.000+08:00

with all panitia-panitia... i really really miss those moments! how i wish i were there again. tanx 4 the good service that i rarely get in such of the programme. matrouh...im sooo in love!